After seven+ months in mental institutions, first in Jorvi, Espoo, Finland, and then the latter leg at Kellokoski mental hospital, I was released. They conducted a series of tests and analyses on me, for example, they needed to rule out my dangerousness to society. In one interview I remember there were 15 healthcare professionals from Psychologists to Chief Physicians evaluating me and listening to my stories. But the word from the streets is, it doesn't feel good to be free. I want to go back.